I haven’t used the [Life] tag yet, so I figured I’d take a break from all these language things and just say what I’ve been thinking about lately.
When I introduced myself on this blog, I said that I was perusing a degree in Linguistics and a minor in Korean. That’s actually more in the future, like a couple years later. I’m currently in community college, getting basic classes out of the way at a cheaper price and to be more focused on classes for my degree when I transfer to another university. I’m currently working towards an associate of arts in community college…and it might change.
In that introduction post, I said like both languages and helping people. I said I was getting a degree in Linguistics but also thinking about double majoring in Psychology, but was hesitant about it. Now…it feels like everything may change.
I want to help people, but, I want to help people across the world. I want to help people in other countries or in a different country in general(because I have plans to live in another country in the future), and to help people in their language, especially if they don’t know English.
Now it’s making sense to me that if I want to speak a different language but go to classes for it, I can’t study linguistics. Linguistics is the study of language and how language works. I honestly do find that interesting and I think it would be cool! But I’m more into learning different languages than learning the reason why languages work. Of course there is a little bit of linguistics when learning languages, which I love. I like thinking why do you do this and that and not this or that. It’s what makes all languages beautiful. But if I want to study languages in terms of speaking, writing, reading, etc, I’m better off getting a degree in Modern Languages than Linguistics.
I currently self-study language. I do plan on minoring(or majoring) in a language depending on what I do and where I go when I transfer to a four year university.
I’ve been stuck for a while now. Modern Languages…Psychology…Both?
Do you want to know something interesting? When I think or talk about helping people, my heart feels happy. I believe that helping others is my gift in life…but I’m still hesitant. It’s so difficult because when you love two things, you want both instead of choosing one or the other. I want to work the two together…helping people in their language. But I’m already self-studying languages and I plan on minoring in a language no matter what(or a major if I take more classes than a minor)…so…that leaves psychology. Do I want to do it? Is it my calling? Is it God’s plan for me?
I find great joy in helping people. I love making people’s day. I love giving advice. I love being kind and encouraging. I love it all. My heart enjoys it. My friends tell me I’d make a great counselor. Also, as I type this part specifically, I can feel myself smile a little bit and my heart feels glad.
It almost sounds like I answered my own question…but I still don’t know. I almost want to talk about my dilemma to someone in person and have them tell me when I light up the most when I talk about language and helping people. I want someone to tell me in person ‘it’s obvious that you love _____.’
Do I go on and study psychology, work my way to a Masters/PhD in counseling and continue to study language either on my own or taking classes at school? This question always comes up when I think about this. I have three plans in my mind…and two of them center around psychology.
I know I’m making this harder than it needs to be…I just need to follow my heart.
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